March 27, 2014

I did some meditation right before sleep. After several dreams I dreamt I was talking to someone in a satsang or something, perhaps Adyashanti, and I was meditating.  Then I said to the guy “wait a minute; something’s happening and I was in a suspenseful state.  He just looked at me in curiosity.  But I couldn’t tell what it was.  It was almost like nothing was happening.  Then it was like I was seeing complete, total emptiness as a very bright white light.  As I was seeing this everything started to disappear and I became the white light. As I became the white light I can’t say there was pleasure or bliss or anything – or any pain or problem either.  All I can say is that the vibrations of being out of my body started and became very intense, but I didn’t try to go anywhere or control anything.  I just let it happen, and it seemed to go on and on.  It was probably only for a few seconds but it seemed a lot longer. There was some confusion and then I came out of it and was in bed awake.