November 25, 2013

I was in a room with Adyashanti and a bunch of other people and he was talking.  I was walking around feeling light and kind of energized, scatterbrained, and in great spirits.  When he would say something I would say something about how that was not exactly true, and I was practically giggling.  But the main thing in the dream was that I was getting it, although I don’t get it now.  But in the dream it felt like I was seeing the truth clearly.  Adya would look at me each time with his mouth open but kind of smiling like he was thinking “what is going on with this guy” but like he’s knowing that of course I am right and nothing he is saying is exactly true.  Part of this was me imagining he’s thinking this, which is an ego thing and maybe I was even speaking up because I wanted him to see that I could see the truth.  On one level there was no ego there but on another level there was some tinge of ego.  But usually when I say things like that it’s because I sincerely want to share to help others to get it. But the neat thing is on some deeper level where this dream was being generated there seemed to be deeper understanding where I really did get it.  That was the best thing about the dream